Family

There is a reason why when after you grow up and become 18 your are "suppose" to move out and live life on your own. It's because humans as with all other animals in the wild, can stand close procimity with their family for a small portion of their lives. Family will drive you crazy. And they know you better any anyone else so they don't have to just argue for the sake of arguing. They can talk about your dead beat father, crackhead mother, how you wet the bed. Really mean stuff. That is how you can have proof that there is a God. Spend a few days with your family. Let them get you real mad. When you leave can have to come back another time, it's only the love from God that lets you.